What is this world without Love? |
"Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart."
- Eleanor Roosevelt
The Thoughts Within.I'm forever wondering, sensing, trying to unravel what doesn't exist.The Thoughts Within. by b-a-d-a-ss
My fears opening, ripping apart my soul. uncontrolable angst.
The anxiety of being alone, stuck in this cage, Trapped in my mind.
The demon inside forcing distruction on my thoughts, leaving my body cold
and trembling always wondering, pondering on what ifs...
I try so hard to push them out, to disgard those wreckless perceptions
screaming, bleeding, pleading for the happiness to flow back in
and as i wait the fear grows stronger, sucking on my consternation
Oh how i wish this torture would come to an end, how the frustration
inside eats away at me, devouring the purity that once was.
and here i lay an empty carcass of presumption, of ifs, buts and maybes.
thus prevails the demon, triumphant once again. I should of expected
no, accepted what the future had in store. And now all that's left is
resentment for not being fair to myself. my aching heart no longer able
too broken to love again.